Happy Birthday.

merged: 04-06-2008 ~ 09:09am

Quote by lilwolfmaidenHello Matt. Thanks for the comment. ^_^
No one else on Minitokyo has acknowledged it is my birthday.
But as long as my friends don't hate me, who cares?
So how have you been?

Well, I saw it on shadow's website. I've been doing alright. How about you?

HI! hugs how are you? i havnt talked to you in a lonnnng time

merged: 03-15-2008 ~ 06:49am
i hope your doing alright

merged: 03-15-2008 ~ 11:33am

Quote by lilwolfmaidenI am doing okay I suppose.
I have seriously missed you!
How have you been?

oh i have been doing alright my spring break started not to long ago we went to south padre island wich has turned out to be very enjoyable...i havnt had the opertunity to swim in a long time but there is some trouble i got sunberd today on my sholders its pretty red though it dosnt hurt much it just seems very hot anyway i hope i can hear fom you soon take care

love Jack

Hiiiii Lilwolfmaiden ^^

how are you?
hope things are good and life's treating you well..

Just dropping by to wish you a Happy Valentine's Day
hope you are spending sweet times with those you love and care about the most ^/////^

Sincerely,
Sara

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I know I thought the IA crud was odd.

I won't because I don't date anymore, no date, no sexual stuff. Bad bad.
Besides, I think we're not on talking terms once again.
Who knows, I don't care much.
But me and Chantz are still tight as can be ^_^

I'm writing an english version for Lost Butterfly that follows the music if I can :P Wrote a few sentences...
A butterfly in labyrinth... Fluttering without finding a way... If one day that happened... If one day that happened.... To you always remem.... ber I'm here... If your wings are set in flames... I'll be there with you... As we turn to ash... So you won't have to cry... So you won't have to cry... As you look at me... with a smile... There are as many reason to smile... As there are hearts in this world.... But if you have too much you'll lose them all... But then I'll find them back.... So you won't have to cry everyday.... Watching every step you take in your life... From Heaven and Earth... I'll watch you forever...
That's all I wrote for now! And it's not good! And it barely follows the music! I was going to write it for you but it sounds like a love song well... boy girl love song... Sorry.... I'm so useless.... TT^TT

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well i hope you feel better take care of yourself cat
im glad your alive you should keep it that way
im glad to hear from you too

Eh, I don't deserve better care.
Life is overrated.. But I have work to do before I let myself die..

But more importantly, how are you?

well i think you deserve a lot..but thats just my opinion..
im doing alright..very busy..its going to be a ruff couple of weeks..
as i said before i think your life is important..again my opinion..
love you cat..

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Quote by 95Elizabeth
Lost Butterfly is one of my favourite songs ^_^ And have you seen the english translation?
Here here! I wrote it! But I can't write but I tried! I just changed it a bit from the original translation! It doesn't follow the music though!

Like a wandering butterfly in labyrinthâ?¦
It continues to flutter trying to find a way outâ?¦
What if one day that happened to you?
Rememberâ?¦ Rememberâ?¦
Iâ?m always here for youâ?¦
There are as many reasons for smilingâ?¦
As many as all the hearts in this worldâ?¦
But if you have too muchâ?¦
Youâ?ll lose sight of them allâ?¦
The day that never seems to endâ?¦
Repeatingâ?¦ Repeatingâ?¦
Is starting to change the futureâ?¦
The illusion that comes to us at night named dreamsâ?¦
Begins to show itselfâ?¦
If your wings catch on fireâ?¦
You would even reach the blazing sunâ?¦
I wish we could turn to ash togetherâ?¦
As you show me that smileâ?¦
Anywayâ?¦
One day I know we will partâ?¦
But I knowâ?¦ But I knowâ?¦
Itâ?s okay because I met youâ?¦
Far awayâ?¦
Even when weâ?re apartâ?¦
Iâ?ll continue to pray for your happinessâ?¦
Even if it doesnâ?t reach youâ?¦
Even if it doesnâ?t reach youâ?¦
Iâ?ll sing this song for only youâ?¦
I know it will only be when we dieâ?¦
That we know why we were bornâ?¦
But when that day comes it will be too lateâ?¦
So we continue to wanderâ?¦
When the reality begins to showâ?¦
I know itâ?s changing you to someone elseâ?¦
But no matter how much you changeâ?¦
You will always be youâ?¦
If you scream loud enoughâ?¦
Or even if you whisper Iâ?ll be thereâ?¦
Even if your courage to say the truth is a faint glowâ?¦
The day that never seems to endâ?¦
Is starting to change the futureâ?¦
The illusion that comes to us at night named dreamsâ?¦
Begins to show itselfâ?¦
If your wings catch on fireâ?¦
You would even reach the blazing sunâ?¦
I wish we could turn to ash togetherâ?¦
As you show me that smileâ?¦

I love the song and translation. ^_^

GUESS WHAT.

My lastest break-up, the one I ranted about and was upset over, came crawling back. He apologises and says he promised he'd come back and he never stopped loving me, he just wanted to see if he could live without me or if I was the one he loved. He is sincere, really. But I'm not going to date him.

What's with the IA?; and all that? Never mind.... I write translations when I'm bored... Though they're not good... Anyway... I just write it again in my own words but is basically the same thing... cause the japanese translators don't make sense sometimes...
Why won't you date him again?

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sorry that i haven't talked to you in a wile i wanted to but i was pretty busy..i still am come to think of it so how is life going for you good i hope..ugh i have one ruff week ahead of me..anyway i hope to hear from you soon luv ya' hugs

It's okay, it's just good to hear from ya period.

Busy... Yeah.. I'm all too busy. Busy with myself. I'm unusually quiet and miserable right now, but I made myself, I've been off-the-walls and hyper for the past couple months, made me sick, I finally broke the happy crap. Good to be dark ol me again..

[[It'll wear off by tomorrow or the day after ]]

Life is... okay. I'm alive, so that's a good sign.

Glad to hear from you.

well i hope you feel better take care of yourself cat
im glad your alive you should keep it that way
im glad to hear from you too

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Eh, it is complicated.
See, there is LOVE.. and there is LUST.
I was never loved in my life by family, friends, or romantically.
So when boys started liking me, I took whatever I could get.
I loved them, but they lusted for me, thus creating bad relationships.
Then because of this love/lust combination causing bad experience I wrote of love as bad, although I'd never had a love/love relationship.
Then I kicked love and decided to lust.
I'd lust/lust with people but I wanted emotion.
Now I do nothing, I stray away from love and lust..
But now people are starting to love me, and I feel nothing.
My bestie Chantz is a great guy, and this time I mean it. He is innocent, respectful, polite, caring, honest, trustworthy, and he really feels for me.
But I openly told him I don't do dating or love or lust or infatuation anymore.
He respects that <33
I think if he is a good guy and keeps a good friendship and mild interest in me for over a year, then he's a keeper.

But it's all very comlplicated, but with every passing day I learn something new, so the day before every day was more confusing than the one after, so my past in very complex so I try not to think about it..

So very sorry for the late reply.

Love you sis.

No ones ever loved you before TT^TT But I do! I would die for you even though I prefer pain than death Sis is the best kuu!
Chantz...? He sounds nice... Better than SOME people with a name that starts with a vati and ends with a can... He says sorry for leaving me for so long and making me lonely and dissapears the next day for like a week!

merged: 01-17-2008 ~ 02:03pm

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I know you love me, I know that very well. I love you so much. I think about you a lot. I also put "Lost Butterfly" on my music player so I can learn the words and sing along when I think of you.
Chantz is great. He's a great guy and I can tell he's different.. But I'm still starting to push him away.. I kick and fight and try to make him leave.. But he knows better. He's staying.
Oh dear, people may come and go physically, but we never leave you emotionally, we will stay by your side in your heart and ours.

Lost Butterfly is one of my favourite songs ^_^ And have you seen the english translation?
Here here! I wrote it! But I can't write but I tried! I just changed it a bit from the original translation! It doesn't follow the music though!

Like a wandering butterfly in labyrinth…
It continues to flutter trying to find a way out…
What if one day that happened to you?
Remember… Remember…
I’m always here for you…
There are as many reasons for smiling…
As many as all the hearts in this world…
But if you have too much…
You’ll lose sight of them all…
The day that never seems to end…
Repeating… Repeating…
Is starting to change the future…
The illusion that comes to us at night named dreams…
Begins to show itself…
If your wings catch on fire…
You would even reach the blazing sun…
I wish we could turn to ash together…
As you show me that smile…
Anyway…
One day I know we will part…
But I know… But I know…
It’s okay because I met you…
Far away…
Even when we’re apart…
I’ll continue to pray for your happiness…
Even if it doesn’t reach you…
Even if it doesn’t reach you…
I’ll sing this song for only you…
I know it will only be when we die…
That we know why we were born…
But when that day comes it will be too late…
So we continue to wander…
When the reality begins to show…
I know it’s changing you to someone else…
But no matter how much you change…
You will always be you…
If you scream loud enough…
Or even if you whisper I’ll be there…
Even if your courage to say the truth is a faint glow…
The day that never seems to end…
Is starting to change the future…
The illusion that comes to us at night named dreams…
Begins to show itself…
If your wings catch on fire…
You would even reach the blazing sun…
I wish we could turn to ash together…
As you show me that smile…

sorry that i haven't talked to you in a wile i wanted to but i was pretty busy..i still am come to think of it so how is life going for you good i hope..ugh i have one ruff week ahead of me..anyway i hope to hear from you soon luv ya' hugs

Quote by lilwolfmaidenHewwo my wittle inverty werty!

I missed yewww!

How ish you beeeen?

^o^

Hehe, sorry for babytalking your scary wary wittle page.

Get online!

We haven't RPed in forever!

great, now my userpage went from "evil" to "scary" hah, very funny. anyway, i'm doing okay, just a little exausted from working so much. and sorry about not being online, i'm sorta losing interest in MT so i don't log in as much. anyway, so how have you been?

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Hehe I was teasing you, you're not pitifully terrified. Just messing with my sis. ^_^

I would love to say Nathan was the best, but I'd begin to miss him even more. I can say all these bad things about him, but there is a good reason and explanation behind them all... I miss him. But in any case I can't see him anyways, my family hates him and makes sure we keep a far distance.
My latest break-up was a really great guy.. Nathan's best friend in fact, but he moved. But he was really sincere. He cared about me and always wanted to hear my beautiful voice. He was a respectful guy and made me feel like I was worth something. And only a couple other guys have ever made me feel that. Nathan did, and my good friend Jesse did. But thanks to me being a freaking sex symbol I made him kiss me, he was engaged! TT^TT His fiance made him cut contact with me.. I miss him..
Justice is a sex-hound, But even the worst of them settle down, he is with his best friend Amanda now and I wish them good luck.
And the few years theory? Umm not really. It is a big accomplishment to last a year or more. And at our age, that is a seldom to rare chance that would ever happen for us.
Thing is, I'd rather be with a guy for a few weeks, we're supposed to, you date until you know what you're looking for.

If an angel's job is to help those who have just begun their journey... Then a demons job must be to accept those who have stopped... ^_^ I know it seem as if it has nothing to do with anything but it does! To me anyway! I just don't get how you can love so many people... So... Who do you love most of all of them? ^_^

Quote by lilwolfmaidenI'm fine ^_^
How've you been? ^_^
Thanks for complimenting my work *^^*

im glad your doing good
im alright i have to go to school though sigh..oh well just 2 days till the weekend
oh your welcome iv always thought that you did a very good job